Being

An ideal blazer, black with grey trim, perfectly fitted, unique crest detail, made from the same material as my favorite pair of sweatpants, while maintaining a polished appearace. Yes, please.  Why have we not met before? How did I not know of the existence of such a thing?  

Also, only a few days remain until the arrival of both my beloved and my best twin friend.  Lovely weekend ahead, and I cannot wait.  Though, I am sure I will be torn between the two. It is so difficult, wresting with the fact that there is only one of me. Then again, I am glad I am the only one of me there is.  Only I can be me.  And I am finally in the place that I am content with just being me.  Mark has always encouraged me to just "be" -- stop wearing myself out trying to please others or accomplish every single possible task set before me-- and just sit for a while in the essence of myself.  Just be. Am I perfect? Am I exactly what I strive to be? Not by any means.  But, becoming who I am going to be -- that is a journey I am eager to travel.  So, I continue the adventure.